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Trying Not to Drown
23 October 2009, at 10:41 pm

Sometimes the grief comes in waves that are so surprising they steal my breath. As if I'm suddenly reminded that I don't get to have my son after all.

That he's really dead. In a box underground.

Those are the worst moments.

I have to remind myself to breathe.

I have to remind myself that I'm not trapped in a horrible nightmare.


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